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headache... really bad one, bought chocolates to cheer myself up and panadol to sooth my aching head, cigs to feel better
i feel silly, i wished i had the mentality to quit, but i dun. i've been told so many thousand times tt i'm stubborn to the core. i wished i treat my body with care, i wish i had a healthier livestyle, i wish i cld sleep, i wish i've healtheir habits, i wish i had hobbies, i wish i'm more interested in life, i wish i've more ambitions, i wish i was a better person, but most of all, i wish i knew what's wrong with me; why do i have sudden mood swings, why do i cry when i dun even know y my heart aches...
maybe it's hormones, why the hell do hormones cause so much changes to us?? to our physical being and emotional state, brainwaves and hormones trigger off thoughts and emotions and reaction pathways. my head hurts... i wished it didn't, my physical being hurts.. strained past to the last pt..
ps: finally a entry without any vulgarities, happy???? i can be polite and civil too... hope evryone else is having a better time than me.
